Well, today has been full of suprises. And i would like to appoligize before i begin for not posting for so long.

Anyways,back to posting. Last night i typed up mu application for grad committee. Its the small group of students who plan everything for the grad class, and even though it is a heck of alot of work, i've wanted to be a part of it ever since i was in grade eight and my brother was graduating. And now, today, i handed in my application. Only eight students will be chosen, and its based on a whole bunch of factors, such as experence and such, but no matter what, i can say that i tried. And no matter what, i did that, no regrets about it.

Hee.....

Its been bad. Ive felt so unmotivated this year. I talked to quiet a number of people in my grade, and they all feel the same. Its like, we're here, now what? ANd its a little bit disconcerning. I mean, i've always been working towards this year, towards university, and now that i'm almost there, it seems like i cant muster up the deterination i once had. its like some sick practile joke.

And i have so many projects and tests comming up, i hate it. I mean, i should be working on them right now, but i need a break. And i know i shouldnt be taking one, but here i am...taking one.


I'm so proud of a friend. She quiet smoking. sure, she got shitfaced and then smoked a pack, but now shes quitting for good! I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!! I, personally, think smoking is digusting, but thats my personal opinion.