too late?
Well, todays the fifteenth, the day after vals day. As many call it, a day too late.
They do have monsterious chocolate sales now though, so its all good.
And i have decided not to sweat it over David. he said no, so i'll keep hoping.
Everyone now thinks he such an ass for not going out with me beacuse i'm not chirsten. Even andera, sweetet girl i know, now thinks he worthless. Blair and aya, out for blood. Amber, well, ticked. Who knows what was going through kd's head, and tory seemed unimpressed about it all. Just that he wasn't worth it. But i dont know if i believe them. I mean, i've liked him for so long, and i dont think i can just stop likeing him.
And the thing that will probally enrage a large number of people i know? I'm having a civil conversation with him now, and it still makes me feel important. How utterly sad is that? He says no, but i'm still hot for him.
I'm just not one of those girls who finds a guy too often. I can't flit from one to another like frogs on lilies, or think a large number of guys are cute. Its just not who i am. I wish, at times, i was like most people, the ones who can do it, but i am usually pretty content to be out of teh flock, and be my own thinker and person.
Some days that just can get really boring, and drag down any good spirits i happen to have along with me. Which is like sticking a stick in a marshy pit, swirrling it around, attempting to raise the stick only to have it snap off and be lost forever in teh soggy tiren of its new abode. Slowly skining, decaying, as life takes it toll.
And i guess schools kinda like a marsh pit. Dragging down peices that are different, and smothering them .
Did anyone else get a lovely image from that too?Anyways, i am getting depressed again, even though i went and ate ice cream cake. Oh well. WHat can a girl do in this crazy world?
They do have monsterious chocolate sales now though, so its all good.
And i have decided not to sweat it over David. he said no, so i'll keep hoping.
Everyone now thinks he such an ass for not going out with me beacuse i'm not chirsten. Even andera, sweetet girl i know, now thinks he worthless. Blair and aya, out for blood. Amber, well, ticked. Who knows what was going through kd's head, and tory seemed unimpressed about it all. Just that he wasn't worth it. But i dont know if i believe them. I mean, i've liked him for so long, and i dont think i can just stop likeing him.
And the thing that will probally enrage a large number of people i know? I'm having a civil conversation with him now, and it still makes me feel important. How utterly sad is that? He says no, but i'm still hot for him.
I'm just not one of those girls who finds a guy too often. I can't flit from one to another like frogs on lilies, or think a large number of guys are cute. Its just not who i am. I wish, at times, i was like most people, the ones who can do it, but i am usually pretty content to be out of teh flock, and be my own thinker and person.
Some days that just can get really boring, and drag down any good spirits i happen to have along with me. Which is like sticking a stick in a marshy pit, swirrling it around, attempting to raise the stick only to have it snap off and be lost forever in teh soggy tiren of its new abode. Slowly skining, decaying, as life takes it toll.
And i guess schools kinda like a marsh pit. Dragging down peices that are different, and smothering them .
Did anyone else get a lovely image from that too?Anyways, i am getting depressed again, even though i went and ate ice cream cake. Oh well. WHat can a girl do in this crazy world?
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