Val day troubles and poisen hearts
In honor of today and all the blood thats probally leaking out of so many hearts, i shall write in red.
Lets start off with yesterday, shall we? I had to babysit my sister. thats right, a fifteen year old babysitting a thirtenn year old. In west hills. She has gone alone so many time before, but my parents dont know that. They still think, well monica does, that pam can do no wrong and that shes the sweetie pie of teh family. So, i went, but seeing as how i had to pick up chocolates for my friends anyways,i was like, whatever. So, i found myself in our dusty (thats actually the type of carb we have, a dusty) and my dad dropped me and pam off at michlas. I wantedmore scratch boards, but they didn't have any:(. then we went to chapters and pam bought stuff there. I coulkdn't:(.
Then, we ran over to super drug mart, where i picked up my chocolates (fillerio rochies) and some creams. Healing garden loation, which i adore, was one sale for 2 for $9, and considering that one is usually $9, i saw it as me buying one for aya and getting the second free one for me. I always feel guilty when i buy stuff for myself, but this way i was buying i for aya, and i was getting the second one free. Though, knowing me, i will probally end up giving her the other lotion bottle too, no regrets. Pams friend devin came too, and shes austine kennidy's younger sister. Her and pamela are the ''popular people' and they make my stomach turn. Pam bought over $150 worth of stuff, and we were only at west hills for an hour and a half!
Pam and devin, having been to west hills a dillon more times then me, had no idea about its lay out. WE had to run to HMV, then all the way to pet land. It was brutal, yet i somehow managed to easly out pace both o em, and i was in my stellito boots. They were in vans , and they both know the secret to keeping them on. And they were both disgusted with themselves that i managed to so easly out pace them, in my boots. Was actually kind of funny.
When we got picked up, we had to wait 20 mins at west side for nick. It turne dout a little4 faggot had broken his arm and nick had to apply first aid. All was forgiven.
Today. WEll, today. thats a doozy. I woke up at 6:15 am, thats right am, but waited in bed until 6:30 so my daddy would 'wake' me up. I wanted him to feel sepical, as he always says he wished he could spend more time with me. Which makes me feel nice. But i woke up, put on the out fit i ahd picked out the night before,made my bed (which i have been doing for the past 2 1/2 weeks, and i feel very empowered over!). I curled my eye lashes, got all my books, and finshed my lunch packing. I even sented myself using my vanialla cream, which i hold in very high reguard, and olny wear when i need the boost or to special events. So, it worked very well for today. I even managed to apply my eye shadow and not look like a barbarien!
So, the day startedout pretty good. The bus ride was fun, though zac had to sit up front. At school, i handed out my valentines, though i couldn't find where to buy chrushes, so only the one aya lent me money to buy with got to its owner. I also got my match maker. AND MY BF WANTED WASN"T ON IT!!!!!! his tywo best friends are, but not him!!!
HE WAS ON AMBERS THOUH!!!! SCREW COSMIC SIGNS!!!
ANd then, at the end of teh day, i walked up to him, hugged him, presented my vals card to him, walked away, high fived zac, and then ran like the bloody hell to the band room, where me and nat discovered that concert band was cancelled, so nat missed her bus and i ran like bloody hell in my heels through the snw to get to my bus.
Zac kept me sane on the ride home, and was like usual a god send to me and my nerves. When i got off, my bro masde fun of em and kicked snow at me. And i saw the one male who can not break my heart. My puddy tat. Thats right, my puddy tat, the one person who loves me unconventionally, and literally trips over himself to get to me. I love him.
Am shattered, so i think i will go give soem love to zues.
Oh yah, did not recieve a single val card. Tis very heart breaking!!!
Lets start off with yesterday, shall we? I had to babysit my sister. thats right, a fifteen year old babysitting a thirtenn year old. In west hills. She has gone alone so many time before, but my parents dont know that. They still think, well monica does, that pam can do no wrong and that shes the sweetie pie of teh family. So, i went, but seeing as how i had to pick up chocolates for my friends anyways,i was like, whatever. So, i found myself in our dusty (thats actually the type of carb we have, a dusty) and my dad dropped me and pam off at michlas. I wantedmore scratch boards, but they didn't have any:(. then we went to chapters and pam bought stuff there. I coulkdn't:(.
Then, we ran over to super drug mart, where i picked up my chocolates (fillerio rochies) and some creams. Healing garden loation, which i adore, was one sale for 2 for $9, and considering that one is usually $9, i saw it as me buying one for aya and getting the second free one for me. I always feel guilty when i buy stuff for myself, but this way i was buying i for aya, and i was getting the second one free. Though, knowing me, i will probally end up giving her the other lotion bottle too, no regrets. Pams friend devin came too, and shes austine kennidy's younger sister. Her and pamela are the ''popular people' and they make my stomach turn. Pam bought over $150 worth of stuff, and we were only at west hills for an hour and a half!
Pam and devin, having been to west hills a dillon more times then me, had no idea about its lay out. WE had to run to HMV, then all the way to pet land. It was brutal, yet i somehow managed to easly out pace both o em, and i was in my stellito boots. They were in vans , and they both know the secret to keeping them on. And they were both disgusted with themselves that i managed to so easly out pace them, in my boots. Was actually kind of funny.
When we got picked up, we had to wait 20 mins at west side for nick. It turne dout a little4 faggot had broken his arm and nick had to apply first aid. All was forgiven.
Today. WEll, today. thats a doozy. I woke up at 6:15 am, thats right am, but waited in bed until 6:30 so my daddy would 'wake' me up. I wanted him to feel sepical, as he always says he wished he could spend more time with me. Which makes me feel nice. But i woke up, put on the out fit i ahd picked out the night before,made my bed (which i have been doing for the past 2 1/2 weeks, and i feel very empowered over!). I curled my eye lashes, got all my books, and finshed my lunch packing. I even sented myself using my vanialla cream, which i hold in very high reguard, and olny wear when i need the boost or to special events. So, it worked very well for today. I even managed to apply my eye shadow and not look like a barbarien!
So, the day startedout pretty good. The bus ride was fun, though zac had to sit up front. At school, i handed out my valentines, though i couldn't find where to buy chrushes, so only the one aya lent me money to buy with got to its owner. I also got my match maker. AND MY BF WANTED WASN"T ON IT!!!!!! his tywo best friends are, but not him!!!
HE WAS ON AMBERS THOUH!!!! SCREW COSMIC SIGNS!!!
ANd then, at the end of teh day, i walked up to him, hugged him, presented my vals card to him, walked away, high fived zac, and then ran like the bloody hell to the band room, where me and nat discovered that concert band was cancelled, so nat missed her bus and i ran like bloody hell in my heels through the snw to get to my bus.
Zac kept me sane on the ride home, and was like usual a god send to me and my nerves. When i got off, my bro masde fun of em and kicked snow at me. And i saw the one male who can not break my heart. My puddy tat. Thats right, my puddy tat, the one person who loves me unconventionally, and literally trips over himself to get to me. I love him.
Am shattered, so i think i will go give soem love to zues.
Oh yah, did not recieve a single val card. Tis very heart breaking!!!
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