party secrets, cheese cakes and billy bob

School can really take the energy out of a gal. Especially logan. *shivers* is that man horrible or what? HE assigns so much useless homework. And he'ss exist, favoring the boys. So there goes any help on that particular front...

HE really annoys me. If i thought his brother was bad, hes waay worse. I thought for the longest time that mr.renolds was mr.logan. I wish i had been right. The real mr.logan deserves to be tied to a post outside, in subzero temeratures and casterated! And then shot time and time again. Surrounded by report cards. MAH HA HA HA HA HA

Lucas rocks though. Soical has now become my favorite subject. La comes in second, Spanish and science tie for last. They both have horrible teachers, though both subjects are pretty fun.

Hes a pretty layed back guy, mr.lucas. He doesn't poke fun at me, i feel comfortable about him ( i did after 15 minutes!!) and hes just an all around cool guy. I'm actually dissappointed that he isn't teaching engish 10 this semester. hertzburg is ok, but she assigns alot of homework, though i do get most of it done in class. Not to brag or anything, but english is one of my favorite subjects.

Last night i baked two citrus white chocolate raspberry cheese cakes!! Feeling very proud! Not including the fact that i had to sit in front of the oven for almost three hours before they finshed to keep dirty fingers and watering mouths away. The family gets the bigger, flatter one ( which i used philidlpha cheese light, HA HA HA!!), i am using it as a bribe to my family to stay away from tory's cheese cake. I even left a nice little note on top of torys perfect (and it is almost perfect) cheesecake, reading "tory's cake, touch and DIE!". I am rather proud of the sign, as this time my family should abide by it. Pamela can testify as to where the ruler hit her.

Tory's suprise birthday party is tomorrow!!! Her mother thought of the perfect way to get her over here too. Shes going to say that Zues is sick. I know thats amean card to play,but that way she wont get suspious as to why they're comming down towards our house.

Funny story, happened to me last night. I phoned tory's house, praying that tory didn't pick up. I didn't want her mother to have a sleepover question sprung onto her the day before. So, i called, and my mom suggested that if indeed tory picked up, to be someone other then myself. Since i have had 15 years worth of practise, i thought peice of pie. WEll, easyer said then done, because someone who sounded just like tory picked up and asked who was calling. In the worst voice, i said i was my mother and i was wondering if they're mother was there. I was hvaing a small laughing fit, as i sounded soo bad. My mother and father were in the next room, listenig, and they were laughing too, which as you all know, sets me off. I am hoping that by the time i hung up, they thought i was crying, not laughing.

When tory asked me today at ;lunch, i thought i was going to choke on my salad. Instead, i responded in what i hope was a convincing voice that mother may have, but other then that i didn't know. I almost started to laugh again. It was soo embarrissing!!!

And now i hvae just told the blog world. Great, just great!!

Am soo excited about it (the party) though. Only nat and amber can come, but i figure that it will still be a blast. I'm attempting to get the video camer operational, and have my mother film what tory looks like and does when she walks into the living room, where she will get a shock. Shes due to arrive at 4 pm or so, so that gives us about an hour and a half to get ready. Aka, set up and do any final clean up. Anyways, should be pretty fun, and hopefully she'll like the cheesecake, and the dvds i got her, and the whole party in general. WE shall just be very sneaky until she gets here. I just hope amber hasn't gotten her a bahemat of a pressie. That could make things slightly aquard.

And my resolve not to talk to the guy i like has failed miserably . He even made me laugh really loud, and made my day. I thought that from lack of any action, he had no interest in little ol me. He never looks back in the halls, i dont think he checks me out anymore. Heck, i dont even think he remembers my naem half the time. I know at the start of the year he didn't. He makes me feel like i'm lusting after something i can't ever achieve, and that i will never get to know him as well as i want to. He seems so, how to put it, unatainable and hot that i dont think he'd want to be with me.

Our msn convos are wierd though. I mean, i tell him things i don't think i've toild anyone besides, or even zues, before. And i feel safe doing it, which scares me more then anything.

This is how our convo went today, before his compurter crashed:



i'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
hiya
sexy voice from across the phone says:
hey
sexy voice from across the phone says:
does valentines day depress you?
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
uh
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
no?
sexy voice from across the phone says:
oh,ok....
sexy voice from across the phone says:
so its just me then
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
well
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
why?
sexy voice from across the phone says:
well....
sexy voice from across the phone says:
partly becasue i have no one special to share it with
sexy voice from across the phone says:
partly because noone cares anymore
sexy voice from across the phone says:
your going to laugh, at the last reson, so i wont say
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
come on...
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
I promise
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
I wont that is
sexy voice from across the phone says:
ok
sexy voice from across the phone says:
its sad that no one gives out those little valentine cards any more
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
ooh!
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
I almost laughed
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
but not quite
sexy voice from across the phone says:
i remember being in the elementary and middle school, and those really made my day
sexy voice from across the phone says:
SEEE!!!
sexy voice from across the phone says:
no one understands
sexy voice from across the phone says:
i shouldn;t ave told you
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
that was just silly though
sexy voice from across the phone says:
i feel all embarresed now
sexy voice from across the phone says:
its not silly to me
sexy voice from across the phone says:
people never really understood the importance of it
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
sorry
sexy voice from across the phone says:
its ok, everyone else probally thinks its dumb too
sexy voice from across the phone says:
lol, though some of the brownies gave me a valentines last year, and i still have them in my wallet
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
thats so cute
sexy voice from across the phone says:
what??
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
hello!
sexy voice from across the phone says:
not this time buddy
sexy voice from across the phone says:
whats so sweet about carrying valentines about in my wallet
sexy voice from across the phone says:
dont you do it??
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
uhhh, no
sexy voice from across the phone says:
why not?
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
I dunno
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
just cuz
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
I've never found
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
valentinmes that
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
special
sexy voice from across the phone says:
awwww
sexy voice from across the phone says:
i think all valentines cards are special. weather or not they're handmade
sexy voice from across the phone says:
when your sad you can look at them, and know that somewhere some one took the time to put your name down on it and give it to you
sexy voice from across the phone says:
i don't think i hvae ever thrown away a valentines card]
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
really
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
not toooo shabby
sexy voice from across the phone says:
????
sexy voice from across the phone says:
what do you mean, not toooo shabby?
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
I mean
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
thats cool
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
'bout never
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
throwin awy a valentine
sexy voice from across the phone says:
some ppl think its dumb
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
whatever
sexy voice from across the phone says:
but i keep them, along with all of my brithday or christmas cards, in a shoe box in my hope chest
sexy voice from across the phone says:
whatever?????
sexy voice from across the phone says:
do you think its dumb??
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
no I mean...
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
some ppl think its dumb
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
whatever to that
sexy voice from across the phone says:
forget other people for a second
sexy voice from across the phone says:
do you think its dumb?
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
no
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
its...diferent
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
like those quirks you talk about
sexy voice from across the phone says:
i guess it is a quirk
sexy voice from across the phone says:
its the quirks that make the person you know
sexy voice from across the phone says:
without quirks, we would all be the same
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
yep!
sexy voice from across the phone says:
hvae you noticed that when you start to look for your quirks, 7you find other peoples as well
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
UH
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
i HAVNT REALLY
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
looked FOR QUIRKS
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
ACK
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
CAPS!
sexy voice from across the phone says:
lol
sexy voice from across the phone says:
thats ok
sexy voice from across the phone says:
next time you do look for a quirk, take a step back and see if you can find some quirks in other ppl
sexy voice from across the phone says:
sometimes that helps you to discover some of your own quirks
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
sure thang schmoo
sexy voice from across the phone says:
heh heh, schmoo
sexy voice from across the phone says:
how is it that word always makes me smile?
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
say it aloud
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
schmoo!
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
now
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
stepp 2
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
laugh
sexy voice from across the phone says:
and grin
sexy voice from across the phone says:
what is it with that word that does that?
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
Schmoo!
sexy voice from across the phone says:
followed by step two and three
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
hehe
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
yay
sexy voice from across the phone says:
stop. before my dimples get any deeper
sexy voice from across the phone says:
lol
sexy voice from across the phone says:
arg
I'm in bloom!...hehe I have a harem says:
hehe

that was our convo before him computer cut us off. Its not the first time its happened, but its sad all the same. The onyl thing he doesn't know from that convo is that i wouldn't mind if my dimples got deeper, but if he knew that then he would make it his duty to make them deeper and i dont now if my cheeks and teeth can handle that kind of luaghing.

And i know that you, aya, are sitting in your chair going "uh huh, i told you it wouldn't be easy to get over him". WEll, :-{to you!! Ha, i shall still prevail. Starting tomorrow...

Anyways, best get ready for torys party, and rangers, so that means homework!

ttyl