well, still friggin sick!!! i hate it... bing sick is one of the worst things that can happen, personally.

well, my day has pretty much sucked. same with yesterday. I had to leave school early before 3rd period, cause i was sick. I wonder if anyone noticed, other then maryelle, or amber when she was in spanish. Senor sent me home a colerful and sparkly pencil to help me feel better. Mr.fabs, my social teacher, thinks i'm an idot and prematurly in social 3o (not his exact words) and chem is slowly killing me.

i wish it was last semester...

when your sick, your forced to think alot. And after a few mind numbing hours of tv, your mind tends to wonder. For example, i started to make a list about all the qualitites i dont like about myself. I also came up with lists about how to plant trees and cook. So, whatever right?

Except that i feel like a bloated liquid carryer. Alls i have is soup and tea/other liquid. Pill coctails and shit. I've snuck a few cookies, but pay for it later.

i feel so low and ugly right now, i wouldnt leave the house if i was given half a chance.

the flames are sucking....

my rooms messy and i cant seem to clean it...my mom has a key to my room...
my duke of ed stuff isn't done...and i missed rangers...
they've moved supernatural to thursday at eight, so now i have to figure out how to work the VCR to tape it for me... tomorrow brother bears on disney...

i just want to crawl into a hole and die....

i need a hug....

and no matter what anyone says, or promises, i feel completely and utterly alone.