tails, claws and numerous other irks in daily life
well, alright, i've had a pretty iteresting day....
had a great time friday when we went to china town, and then on sat i had the worst cramps ever! those kind where you lay in bed, waiting for it to be over. For any men/guys reading this, i hated you for a few hours sat. Still not crazy about ya, but definatly in a better mood. Sunday wasn't much better, but i got to watch "Piglets Big Adventure" on CBC, as that was the movie. So that gave my boat a little boyancy.
I swear i have a follower. Random cold flashes, seeing someone out of the corner of my eye. Some sick fuck turning off my alarm when my door was locked and my hands were stuck in the crack. So yah, pretty sure that i have someone attached to me. Wish i could figure out who and why though....
had a god aweful day which i do not wish to revist; so i wont.
Blair found out the verdict. It sucks!! she might leave us :'( *i actually did start to cry when i heard the new. Lovely day eh?* So, i dont want her to. I think she should be able to graduate with her friends at the very least. But her dad thinks differently. but then again, her dad is a major dick, so its not too suprising...
caught mom playing 'peek-a-boo" with jazzy. Seriously. I think my moms ship sailed and she was being towed behind it.
i have decieded to care. but on advise from a very good friend, and at times a trusted advisor, i havr decided not to lose myself. God, that would really suck. I just... need to branch out i guess. Maybe i can come into contact with other leaves, or at least those of the people i care for and life can re-emerge. Actually, ironically, thats something that was on a friends blog. Life. What a wonderful thing. Wonder what its like.... i've had random bursts of one, but never a permident one... i'll have to work on that then....
i dont know quiet what i wanbt to achieve, having a blog. perhaps its to be heard, but i think it might be something else too. Maybe freedom of expression, or experimentation. What ever it is for, i'm gald i started it. Re-reading some of my past posts, i can see my growth. But i think this is more then a growth chart....its something much deeper....
my trip to england has been extended. Orgionall 21 day, it became 25 days. Now its boardering on a full month. I am the one in myunit with the most fundrasing done, and is till ahve between $300-$600 to go.... ugh. But whatever. I'll do my best, and then see what i get from then, then go from there... two other bbq's and maybe a cookie sale at canadian tire, plus door to door, might get a bit more....
Oh yah, going to england and rome!! ROME!!! FUCKING ROME!!! AH HA HA HA HA HA HAH AH BAH AH AH AH A!!!!!!!!!
yah *cough* anyways, i'm excited (<- sevear understatement).
had a great time friday when we went to china town, and then on sat i had the worst cramps ever! those kind where you lay in bed, waiting for it to be over. For any men/guys reading this, i hated you for a few hours sat. Still not crazy about ya, but definatly in a better mood. Sunday wasn't much better, but i got to watch "Piglets Big Adventure" on CBC, as that was the movie. So that gave my boat a little boyancy.
I swear i have a follower. Random cold flashes, seeing someone out of the corner of my eye. Some sick fuck turning off my alarm when my door was locked and my hands were stuck in the crack. So yah, pretty sure that i have someone attached to me. Wish i could figure out who and why though....
had a god aweful day which i do not wish to revist; so i wont.
Blair found out the verdict. It sucks!! she might leave us :'( *i actually did start to cry when i heard the new. Lovely day eh?* So, i dont want her to. I think she should be able to graduate with her friends at the very least. But her dad thinks differently. but then again, her dad is a major dick, so its not too suprising...
caught mom playing 'peek-a-boo" with jazzy. Seriously. I think my moms ship sailed and she was being towed behind it.
i have decieded to care. but on advise from a very good friend, and at times a trusted advisor, i havr decided not to lose myself. God, that would really suck. I just... need to branch out i guess. Maybe i can come into contact with other leaves, or at least those of the people i care for and life can re-emerge. Actually, ironically, thats something that was on a friends blog. Life. What a wonderful thing. Wonder what its like.... i've had random bursts of one, but never a permident one... i'll have to work on that then....
i dont know quiet what i wanbt to achieve, having a blog. perhaps its to be heard, but i think it might be something else too. Maybe freedom of expression, or experimentation. What ever it is for, i'm gald i started it. Re-reading some of my past posts, i can see my growth. But i think this is more then a growth chart....its something much deeper....
my trip to england has been extended. Orgionall 21 day, it became 25 days. Now its boardering on a full month. I am the one in myunit with the most fundrasing done, and is till ahve between $300-$600 to go.... ugh. But whatever. I'll do my best, and then see what i get from then, then go from there... two other bbq's and maybe a cookie sale at canadian tire, plus door to door, might get a bit more....
Oh yah, going to england and rome!! ROME!!! FUCKING ROME!!! AH HA HA HA HA HA HAH AH BAH AH AH AH A!!!!!!!!!
yah *cough* anyways, i'm excited (<- sevear understatement).
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