ipod realization and the sorrow it kicks me with

I've finally reached the bottom. I never thought it would come to this, but today i decided.
I'm getting a damn ipod.
Hope the damn thing helps, to block it all out. To help me forget or remember, what ever i feel like at the moment. I've been assured by several sources that they've improved, and i certainly hope so.

Today in school, we learned about births, sort of. Our bio teacher, bless him, told us the story about how his wife gave birth to their first son, and some of his opening words were "And guys, you are always wrong." His wife was late, and she wanted the kid out of her (8 pound baby, originally a fist sized uterus, no surprises there) . So, they induced in. In the end, he learned not to offer three fingers for his wife to hold as she cursed him, because she broke the middle one. Now, he says to the guys of our class, offer only two fingers, and preferably one without the ring.
He also said that when his son was starting to be born, he looked over and went "What the hell is that?" to the doctor, who calmly replied "thats the hair sir." Yep, "our parents have trusted [him] with [our] education." Bio is my favorite class.

I got an acceptance to UVic. I still have a conditional acceptance to UofA, and UBC wants more info. I'm happy, and super proud of myself, but the path is still long and winding, so that means work. And hopefully, at some point, i'll get out. Go somewhere, completely unschool related and just be able to let loose. Maybe a friends house...anyways, tutor soon. What wonderful people, who keep me afloat. I wish you all wonderful lives, enjoyable and, mostly, cherished.

Life can be wonderful. You just need to know what to do with it, and enjoy it as it kicks you when your down.