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i was lying in my bed last night, unable to sleep due to the commotion my brother was giving the hockey game,in the living room, which happens to be located right under my room. I was also annoyed that my vibrator, which looks like a mix between a banana and a telephone STILL isn't working *grumble* (side note: yes, i have a vibrator. I actually have 2 *misplaced sense of pride*) My other one works, btw. But anyways, back to my orgional thought. We should ahve fuck-buddies. Now, i dont mean friends with bennifits, or any of that. I mean just plain, straight up fuck-buddies.
Now, this thoguht occured to me after the day of hell, which carried on to today (sick twisted basterd it is), and hey, still seems pretty good after i had ice cream cake, so tis a keeper.
Anyways, before the interruption of myself. Fuck-buddies should be someone your comfortable with, either sex, where you experiment in an atmosphere where you feel fine, and well, frankly you go at it. There snot much commitment, as in a realtaionship with bf and gf, but more of a experimental access to it. Where you experiment to0 see what feels good to you with someone you know and trust. And frankly, imporave your routene or whatever the hell is your style. now, you dont ahve to go to the full monty or anything that makes you feel uncomfortable or pressured. Then it is no longer a mutal fuck-bunny relationship. It may ahve become a real one. Which, would actually be either a) really wierd or b) pretty cool. but hey, if you start it out with a friend you feel great with, then cool. Go for it.
The spanish restaurent i went to was great. It was the first time i had refried beans and i liked it.
Apoligized to blair. Felt a hell of a lot better afterwords (i snapped at her yesterday when she tried to be friendly online). She said she guessed my day must have been shitty, and said she loved me. Which is so odd. Not the fact that she said it, but the fact that i wanted to cry afterwards when i heard (well, alright, read) it. It just made me realise that i haven't seen too much of her lately, and that, well, frankly, i miss her. And that realization led to other ones, and then i felt kinda crappy and that added to my not being able to sleep. I think tomorrow, i shall go up and give her a big 'ol bearhug, the kind we always used to exchange.
and find that $150 that seems to have gone misteriously msising from my backpack, which added to my bad day yesterday.
stumbled upon this hallerious sight, where you rate your teachers and you can see what others have said. Its www.ratemyteacher.com, and i had a blast. I will not lie. I love it!!!
not much else happening today....................or is there....no, not really.....though i would like to bump into aya so we can talk about lasty weekend....have decided not to read her blog till i'm out of the rut, aka, till the weekend, so in the event that i am having a day from hell, i wont snap. Which, frankly, is never good. On the bright side, when i find one, i'll have a bright side.
Now, this thoguht occured to me after the day of hell, which carried on to today (sick twisted basterd it is), and hey, still seems pretty good after i had ice cream cake, so tis a keeper.
Anyways, before the interruption of myself. Fuck-buddies should be someone your comfortable with, either sex, where you experiment in an atmosphere where you feel fine, and well, frankly you go at it. There snot much commitment, as in a realtaionship with bf and gf, but more of a experimental access to it. Where you experiment to0 see what feels good to you with someone you know and trust. And frankly, imporave your routene or whatever the hell is your style. now, you dont ahve to go to the full monty or anything that makes you feel uncomfortable or pressured. Then it is no longer a mutal fuck-bunny relationship. It may ahve become a real one. Which, would actually be either a) really wierd or b) pretty cool. but hey, if you start it out with a friend you feel great with, then cool. Go for it.
The spanish restaurent i went to was great. It was the first time i had refried beans and i liked it.
Apoligized to blair. Felt a hell of a lot better afterwords (i snapped at her yesterday when she tried to be friendly online). She said she guessed my day must have been shitty, and said she loved me. Which is so odd. Not the fact that she said it, but the fact that i wanted to cry afterwards when i heard (well, alright, read) it. It just made me realise that i haven't seen too much of her lately, and that, well, frankly, i miss her. And that realization led to other ones, and then i felt kinda crappy and that added to my not being able to sleep. I think tomorrow, i shall go up and give her a big 'ol bearhug, the kind we always used to exchange.
and find that $150 that seems to have gone misteriously msising from my backpack, which added to my bad day yesterday.
stumbled upon this hallerious sight, where you rate your teachers and you can see what others have said. Its www.ratemyteacher.com, and i had a blast. I will not lie. I love it!!!
not much else happening today....................or is there....no, not really.....though i would like to bump into aya so we can talk about lasty weekend....have decided not to read her blog till i'm out of the rut, aka, till the weekend, so in the event that i am having a day from hell, i wont snap. Which, frankly, is never good. On the bright side, when i find one, i'll have a bright side.
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