today was offically the last day of semester one. Still feels kidna wierd, knowing that i have a final exam tomorrow. meh, will study and hopefully do well.
today, no one was crabby, so i was in a very good mood.Even got my final project done, in art!!! I felt really, well, good when blair asked if she could have it. I mean, i'm not that good of an artist, but when ever someone says they like somethingf of mine (and actually mean it), i dunno, it just feels wonderful. ANd with blair possibly leaving and alll........
stupid lawsuit! i know its selfish and selfserving, but i dont want blair to go. Lately, it seems like shes been trying to sever some ties, to lessen the blow or some shit like that, just in case. But frankly, i would tell her dad he was a motherfucking-pennyloafing-homongious-cow-bastered if because of him she has to go. I'm like that though: once i find someone i can come to truly care about and trust (biiiig thing), i usually dont want to let them go. I know someone whos friends parents moved and yet they were allowed to stay for their grade twelve year because they lived at a friends. Well, i would offer blair that she could stay with us. I know she thrives on change, and its a change of sorts, right? She'd be in a new place, both my brothers have moved out, so she could probably have one of their rooms, She'd be closer to the city, my mom and entire family adores her (first friend that this has ever happened to btw, only my mom adores tory, not the whole family, like they do blair). I mean, my dad even knows her name, without guessing, and says that shes a good girl and that he likes her. THIS IS MY DAD!!! For years, chelsea was the one with bad bangs and thick glasses; tasha was the overwight little one; adriane he knew cause he hated her father; and so the list goes on. He remembers the names of the ones he doesn't like, but the good ones, practically never. So, boo ya!!! If they do have to move, i'm gonna talk to my parents and see if we can offer it to her. I mean, if my parents moved, i would want to stay and graduate with the ppl i've come to care about and call friends.
graduating without someone in the group would be really wierd.I mean, i knew glenn would come back because frankly he can never do anything on his own, and he isn't exactly mr.popular or anything. but i always knew he would come back. Sure, he might be a ratbasterd and a peice of shit, but hes glenn. Graduating without him would be like graudating...well, without him. Real great analogy, i know, but i'd be wierd. I mean, thats like tory or amber not graduating. I know that aya and blair haven't known alot of us as long as we've known some ppl, but i've found that i've become closer to them then i have alot of people, even when we do have spats/fights. i'd just be...aquward to graduate without them. I mean, their the spice in my life (pretty well literally).
arg, now i've gone and depressed myself. I mean, i found out that my mom has gotten the 1st season of dukes of harazd, and that fails to cheer me up or even mildly excite me after thinking about ppl leaving.....damn......
today, no one was crabby, so i was in a very good mood.Even got my final project done, in art!!! I felt really, well, good when blair asked if she could have it. I mean, i'm not that good of an artist, but when ever someone says they like somethingf of mine (and actually mean it), i dunno, it just feels wonderful. ANd with blair possibly leaving and alll........
stupid lawsuit! i know its selfish and selfserving, but i dont want blair to go. Lately, it seems like shes been trying to sever some ties, to lessen the blow or some shit like that, just in case. But frankly, i would tell her dad he was a motherfucking-pennyloafing-homongious-cow-bastered if because of him she has to go. I'm like that though: once i find someone i can come to truly care about and trust (biiiig thing), i usually dont want to let them go. I know someone whos friends parents moved and yet they were allowed to stay for their grade twelve year because they lived at a friends. Well, i would offer blair that she could stay with us. I know she thrives on change, and its a change of sorts, right? She'd be in a new place, both my brothers have moved out, so she could probably have one of their rooms, She'd be closer to the city, my mom and entire family adores her (first friend that this has ever happened to btw, only my mom adores tory, not the whole family, like they do blair). I mean, my dad even knows her name, without guessing, and says that shes a good girl and that he likes her. THIS IS MY DAD!!! For years, chelsea was the one with bad bangs and thick glasses; tasha was the overwight little one; adriane he knew cause he hated her father; and so the list goes on. He remembers the names of the ones he doesn't like, but the good ones, practically never. So, boo ya!!! If they do have to move, i'm gonna talk to my parents and see if we can offer it to her. I mean, if my parents moved, i would want to stay and graduate with the ppl i've come to care about and call friends.
graduating without someone in the group would be really wierd.I mean, i knew glenn would come back because frankly he can never do anything on his own, and he isn't exactly mr.popular or anything. but i always knew he would come back. Sure, he might be a ratbasterd and a peice of shit, but hes glenn. Graduating without him would be like graudating...well, without him. Real great analogy, i know, but i'd be wierd. I mean, thats like tory or amber not graduating. I know that aya and blair haven't known alot of us as long as we've known some ppl, but i've found that i've become closer to them then i have alot of people, even when we do have spats/fights. i'd just be...aquward to graduate without them. I mean, their the spice in my life (pretty well literally).
arg, now i've gone and depressed myself. I mean, i found out that my mom has gotten the 1st season of dukes of harazd, and that fails to cheer me up or even mildly excite me after thinking about ppl leaving.....damn......
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