parties from hell, misspent money and broken hearts
well, its been about a week since my last post, and i have time to kill, zo here i am.
Carneygraw was alright. I sold tickets at the front desk for two hours, then i danced the night away. It was pretty fun for the most part, except when aya cried and that dragged us all down with her. Then she got better and came and danced with us, so it picked up. At the end, aya went home with dallas, as her parents wouldn't come and pick her up. I threatened him, even though i know he's a really sweet guy, just because i'm so damn protective. Everything turned out alright. even though they did get kidna drunk and talked about alot of stuff.
He hasn't said a owrd to her all week. Granted, it has been a busy week, but still.
On monday was our last actual band preformance, which was sad. It was fun, like usual.
ON tueaday, school got cancelled because of all the heavy rainfall and alot of the bragg creekers were getting evacuated, as they were becomming flooded. I had to go and tsya with aya, as our power was out and our cars were stuck in our garage. I slept over, and aya, after pleading and begging me for weeks, to see our band preformance, wasn't sure if she wnated to go. I would have gotton grounded, cussed and probally roughed up if she didn't, as i made my mom and that isn't easy. Did she know, or probally even care? No. What ever she wants, she seemingly gets. (ok, i know thats unfair, but i'll explain when i get to her party).
On wednesday, aya came and said we were amazing. We got chinese food, where she has ro show us all up with her chopstick abilities.Then, she bought miss vicikies chips and some jerky for me. She really only bought me jerky so that she wouldn`t feel bad about her chips. She even told me. I messed up during teh first song, and i promised myself that if i messed up really badly again, no jerky until the end of the month. I messed up really bad. Everyone trieed to make me break tha proise to myself, calling it stupid and silly. And people wonder why i don`t tell them much. Promisises are a big deal to me, and i severly dislike breaking them.
ON thursday, rangers was cancelled, and and my sister didn`t want to go and get her hair done as she had a dance test the next day.SO i did!! And i look great. Amy, my hair stylist (with a style all her own) cut about a foot off, and then she gave me partical highlights. I feel so pretty, and i couldn`t stop smiling. When i got to school though, not too many people noticed it. Kate did, and i love that girl so dearly. Mindy also noticed, and she is a real big sweetie pie.
Friday (kinda skipped ahead) i went to school and felt wonderful. Some people couldn`t notice, but i felt gorgious anyways. I felt powerful, productive and sexy. Blair also got her hair cut and felt the same way. Watch out world, here we come. Later that night i baby sat, and had a blast with the two twin seven yearold girls. They were so shy at first, then it was all i could do to get them to bed. I baby sat from 5 pm to about 11 pm, and i only got $30 ( i know, i got jypped, but i had a blast, so i don`t really care). The dad was really tense when he picked me up and left, but after a few beers he was alot more relaxed. The girls were pretty good, and i found out that their cousin, the one who called me, was the high school student who read to us on the bus. She lives very close to our hosue and it was a rather enjoyable walk down memory lane.
Also went shopping from the rest of ayas birthday preset. Almost missed baby sitting.
Saturday, i woke up ear;ly and wrapped the rest of ayas present. I got her a musical instriment (for her list of things to do before she dies), a mask (she collects them), the old fashion ersion of 13 ghosts (couldn`t find the newer versonh), a small drum on a key chain and a gag cup that was only hald and said :you said it- only half a cup`. I spent about $50 dollers on her present. I don`t think she really likes them that much, no matter how much glam she put over it. She was all yay and thx becs, but then she promply forgot about them and went pn and on to my face saying how amazing everyone else`s prsents were and how much she liked them. Never a word about anything i got her. I know this is super petty and poor, but i think i`m going to cry. Anyways, we ad a water fight (everyone got soaked in teh end. Glenn and ben got me with a garbage pail full of water, and daivd locked me out). We also watched Team america (one of those movies thats funny the first time you see it, then it goes down hill). WE also watched the south park movie, which was pretty funny. I brought over finding neverland (which is lost, thx alot aya). and its not even mine. Ayas mom said that they could replace it for my mother, but as i`m not suspoto have brought it over, i`m in deep shit. Aya is mad at me and blair, because we were listening to daivd play thew gutair. he was really good, and it was amazing, and she was there for about an hour with us. Then she wondered off, and when we hugged him good bye she gave us looks of disgust she thoguht she hide. Way to make your guests feel betetr aya.
Sunday, she did the same type of moodyness she did yesterday. She makes me wonder that if i was to walk into her river and never be seen again, i hardly doubt she would give hte slightest damn. One less person to deal with, right
Anyways, i`m here for another half and hour and alls iw ant to do is go home and curl yp in my own bed and study for finals. I missed so much study time to come to her party, and un like her i can`t pull answers out of my ass. So, after the project with zac i
m just going to leave the movie there and ask for it back tomorrow, and then walk home. SHould only take me about half an hour,, and i need to work off this tension. Though he can probally tell something is wrong, as he`s good at reading people like that. As much sa many people say they know me, they don`t. I just wish i was like others, so i would feel like i fit in. I did, for awhile, but then i felt really out of palce at ayas house, whcih has never happened to me before. I didn`t like it. This is one of the few palces where i have found scatuary, and now i feel like i am no longer welcome. I`m glad summer is comming, so i can focus entirly on studying then work, and not have to worry about this. I will have a birthday party, and she probally will be invitied, but if it is a sleep over, i dunno if i`ll ask her to stay. I know thtas terrible, but thats how i feel right now and i don`t want her to feel like shs`s not welcome.
Life sucks. I think i`ll go pack and hope fro teh best. Thats really all i can do rigt now, as much as i hate that fact.
Carneygraw was alright. I sold tickets at the front desk for two hours, then i danced the night away. It was pretty fun for the most part, except when aya cried and that dragged us all down with her. Then she got better and came and danced with us, so it picked up. At the end, aya went home with dallas, as her parents wouldn't come and pick her up. I threatened him, even though i know he's a really sweet guy, just because i'm so damn protective. Everything turned out alright. even though they did get kidna drunk and talked about alot of stuff.
He hasn't said a owrd to her all week. Granted, it has been a busy week, but still.
On monday was our last actual band preformance, which was sad. It was fun, like usual.
ON tueaday, school got cancelled because of all the heavy rainfall and alot of the bragg creekers were getting evacuated, as they were becomming flooded. I had to go and tsya with aya, as our power was out and our cars were stuck in our garage. I slept over, and aya, after pleading and begging me for weeks, to see our band preformance, wasn't sure if she wnated to go. I would have gotton grounded, cussed and probally roughed up if she didn't, as i made my mom and that isn't easy. Did she know, or probally even care? No. What ever she wants, she seemingly gets. (ok, i know thats unfair, but i'll explain when i get to her party).
On wednesday, aya came and said we were amazing. We got chinese food, where she has ro show us all up with her chopstick abilities.Then, she bought miss vicikies chips and some jerky for me. She really only bought me jerky so that she wouldn`t feel bad about her chips. She even told me. I messed up during teh first song, and i promised myself that if i messed up really badly again, no jerky until the end of the month. I messed up really bad. Everyone trieed to make me break tha proise to myself, calling it stupid and silly. And people wonder why i don`t tell them much. Promisises are a big deal to me, and i severly dislike breaking them.
ON thursday, rangers was cancelled, and and my sister didn`t want to go and get her hair done as she had a dance test the next day.SO i did!! And i look great. Amy, my hair stylist (with a style all her own) cut about a foot off, and then she gave me partical highlights. I feel so pretty, and i couldn`t stop smiling. When i got to school though, not too many people noticed it. Kate did, and i love that girl so dearly. Mindy also noticed, and she is a real big sweetie pie.
Friday (kinda skipped ahead) i went to school and felt wonderful. Some people couldn`t notice, but i felt gorgious anyways. I felt powerful, productive and sexy. Blair also got her hair cut and felt the same way. Watch out world, here we come. Later that night i baby sat, and had a blast with the two twin seven yearold girls. They were so shy at first, then it was all i could do to get them to bed. I baby sat from 5 pm to about 11 pm, and i only got $30 ( i know, i got jypped, but i had a blast, so i don`t really care). The dad was really tense when he picked me up and left, but after a few beers he was alot more relaxed. The girls were pretty good, and i found out that their cousin, the one who called me, was the high school student who read to us on the bus. She lives very close to our hosue and it was a rather enjoyable walk down memory lane.
Also went shopping from the rest of ayas birthday preset. Almost missed baby sitting.
Saturday, i woke up ear;ly and wrapped the rest of ayas present. I got her a musical instriment (for her list of things to do before she dies), a mask (she collects them), the old fashion ersion of 13 ghosts (couldn`t find the newer versonh), a small drum on a key chain and a gag cup that was only hald and said :you said it- only half a cup`. I spent about $50 dollers on her present. I don`t think she really likes them that much, no matter how much glam she put over it. She was all yay and thx becs, but then she promply forgot about them and went pn and on to my face saying how amazing everyone else`s prsents were and how much she liked them. Never a word about anything i got her. I know this is super petty and poor, but i think i`m going to cry. Anyways, we ad a water fight (everyone got soaked in teh end. Glenn and ben got me with a garbage pail full of water, and daivd locked me out). We also watched Team america (one of those movies thats funny the first time you see it, then it goes down hill). WE also watched the south park movie, which was pretty funny. I brought over finding neverland (which is lost, thx alot aya). and its not even mine. Ayas mom said that they could replace it for my mother, but as i`m not suspoto have brought it over, i`m in deep shit. Aya is mad at me and blair, because we were listening to daivd play thew gutair. he was really good, and it was amazing, and she was there for about an hour with us. Then she wondered off, and when we hugged him good bye she gave us looks of disgust she thoguht she hide. Way to make your guests feel betetr aya.
Sunday, she did the same type of moodyness she did yesterday. She makes me wonder that if i was to walk into her river and never be seen again, i hardly doubt she would give hte slightest damn. One less person to deal with, right
Anyways, i`m here for another half and hour and alls iw ant to do is go home and curl yp in my own bed and study for finals. I missed so much study time to come to her party, and un like her i can`t pull answers out of my ass. So, after the project with zac i
m just going to leave the movie there and ask for it back tomorrow, and then walk home. SHould only take me about half an hour,, and i need to work off this tension. Though he can probally tell something is wrong, as he`s good at reading people like that. As much sa many people say they know me, they don`t. I just wish i was like others, so i would feel like i fit in. I did, for awhile, but then i felt really out of palce at ayas house, whcih has never happened to me before. I didn`t like it. This is one of the few palces where i have found scatuary, and now i feel like i am no longer welcome. I`m glad summer is comming, so i can focus entirly on studying then work, and not have to worry about this. I will have a birthday party, and she probally will be invitied, but if it is a sleep over, i dunno if i`ll ask her to stay. I know thtas terrible, but thats how i feel right now and i don`t want her to feel like shs`s not welcome.
Life sucks. I think i`ll go pack and hope fro teh best. Thats really all i can do rigt now, as much as i hate that fact.
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