the hermit, the test and the helmit
Hey everyone. Here is yet another posting from the jail known as school.
Alot ofthe gang are havinga weird week,perhaps due to the fact that its the week beforespringbreak.Makeit the day before springbreak.ooh, i have goose flesh!!! Not from only excitment though, iamsitting under a vent in the biblotica (aka,libary). Ohwellz,i am also having a jumbled day.
We watched to kill a mocking birdinenlghsh for the first twoperiods.It focusedmoreon jem and atticus,andscout was very whiny. IN science,we got our unit tests back,and i actually did relitively well.I got a 76%!!! And i studyed, so i felt very good about that. finally, its starting topay off.:D
Blair seems to be mad at me though. She says its annoying how i don't tell her something, andi just tell herto read my blog (aka,what you all are doing right now). Its just so much easier for me to express myself through writing then to say it to just say it in school.I dont know why, but when i talk to a frirend in school, i feel like i am in some way raping them and myself, talking about personal things in such a public place. I also find that i can channel myself through writing alot better then i could if i spoke it.Spoken words have a strange way opf taking on different meaning, that twist and turn till they appear to be alive. Tone is really important too, yet i find there is less likely a chance of being misunderstood if i write something on my blog. I just feel... safer, which is kinda a new thing for me. I feel like this is one of the few places said that i feel safe enough to actually say what i am thinking andfeeling. I dont know why, yet i want to share, which is quite a big thing for me....
I hopeblair will forgive me for my insecurity....
Alot ofthe gang are havinga weird week,perhaps due to the fact that its the week beforespringbreak.Makeit the day before springbreak.ooh, i have goose flesh!!! Not from only excitment though, iamsitting under a vent in the biblotica (aka,libary). Ohwellz,i am also having a jumbled day.
We watched to kill a mocking birdinenlghsh for the first twoperiods.It focusedmoreon jem and atticus,andscout was very whiny. IN science,we got our unit tests back,and i actually did relitively well.I got a 76%!!! And i studyed, so i felt very good about that. finally, its starting topay off.:D
Blair seems to be mad at me though. She says its annoying how i don't tell her something, andi just tell herto read my blog (aka,what you all are doing right now). Its just so much easier for me to express myself through writing then to say it to just say it in school.I dont know why, but when i talk to a frirend in school, i feel like i am in some way raping them and myself, talking about personal things in such a public place. I also find that i can channel myself through writing alot better then i could if i spoke it.Spoken words have a strange way opf taking on different meaning, that twist and turn till they appear to be alive. Tone is really important too, yet i find there is less likely a chance of being misunderstood if i write something on my blog. I just feel... safer, which is kinda a new thing for me. I feel like this is one of the few places said that i feel safe enough to actually say what i am thinking andfeeling. I dont know why, yet i want to share, which is quite a big thing for me....
I hopeblair will forgive me for my insecurity....
posted by dragon's voice at 11:01 AM
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