sitting in the etirnal cage, staring at the key
Right now, iam sittign in soical class. I finshed my essay first period, as has most of my class. Now we have returned fromlunch, andi am in a hissy mood.
Lunch was good. Me and nat went to the vending machiene, and i gto a mars bar. Saving it for band. but may eat it in science. Just to see if i could antagonize mr.logan. We talked, then we discovered that the foods room as open, so she went in and got her story. It twas very good, what she hadof it. I offeredmy services in editing, if she ever wanted a second pair of eyes to go over it. It was very good, andi believe i've already said that.
Tory came and found us, and we just sat there talking. Its been awhile since we've just talked. It was very nice, and i've never realised just how often i have taken it for granted. I guess it takes a looming death to realise just howspeicallife is.
But thats not why i'm in a hissy mood. Me and bl;air are both done,andi was somewhat looknig forward to a period, just teh twoof us.Maybe we could have talked or something. Cept sehs gone off adn i guess shes trying to get KD out of class, like she said she would. I walked away, and as the door closed i heard "your not leaving me, are you becs?". if she said anything else, the door effcetliy blocked it. I can not stand Kd right now, as she seems to be a tic burrowed deep into the sideof all rigt now. I just do not wangtto haveto listentop that chatter she immets, and be able to spend time with good friends rightnow. Not gossips and liers, both of which she is.
Well, blairs back, with no kd. Thankfuly. I would ahve throattled the girl.
Oh yah, and eariler aya brought her sex book to school. It was very embarrising, bringup memories i have attempted to supress for years now. Cant things like that just lie in a corner of our minds and die??? Its quite sad actually, how much little things affectme. But thats what happens. Lifeis often cruel, but what can you do?? Another thing that has gotten on my nerves: when people say that they honestly don'tcare. That just is a burr that i wishto burn in thelowest bowls of hell and its surrounding areas. I can just not stand that. If you dont care, leave it to yourself.
For i no longer give a damn. I am sick and tired ofit, and i just wantto talk topeopl and have good conversations again. I want things to be meaningful, instead of this packaged and labeled crap that they force feed us everyday.
Lunch was good. Me and nat went to the vending machiene, and i gto a mars bar. Saving it for band. but may eat it in science. Just to see if i could antagonize mr.logan. We talked, then we discovered that the foods room as open, so she went in and got her story. It twas very good, what she hadof it. I offeredmy services in editing, if she ever wanted a second pair of eyes to go over it. It was very good, andi believe i've already said that.
Tory came and found us, and we just sat there talking. Its been awhile since we've just talked. It was very nice, and i've never realised just how often i have taken it for granted. I guess it takes a looming death to realise just howspeicallife is.
But thats not why i'm in a hissy mood. Me and bl;air are both done,andi was somewhat looknig forward to a period, just teh twoof us.Maybe we could have talked or something. Cept sehs gone off adn i guess shes trying to get KD out of class, like she said she would. I walked away, and as the door closed i heard "your not leaving me, are you becs?". if she said anything else, the door effcetliy blocked it. I can not stand Kd right now, as she seems to be a tic burrowed deep into the sideof all rigt now. I just do not wangtto haveto listentop that chatter she immets, and be able to spend time with good friends rightnow. Not gossips and liers, both of which she is.
Well, blairs back, with no kd. Thankfuly. I would ahve throattled the girl.
Oh yah, and eariler aya brought her sex book to school. It was very embarrising, bringup memories i have attempted to supress for years now. Cant things like that just lie in a corner of our minds and die??? Its quite sad actually, how much little things affectme. But thats what happens. Lifeis often cruel, but what can you do?? Another thing that has gotten on my nerves: when people say that they honestly don'tcare. That just is a burr that i wishto burn in thelowest bowls of hell and its surrounding areas. I can just not stand that. If you dont care, leave it to yourself.
For i no longer give a damn. I am sick and tired ofit, and i just wantto talk topeopl and have good conversations again. I want things to be meaningful, instead of this packaged and labeled crap that they force feed us everyday.
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