decisions, misdirection, and other handly little shits
well, this weeks going to be a busy week. ON friday, two parties are being offered. Ones at ayas house, and ones at kd's house. I know whos going to each, but as of yet, i don't know which one to go to, or even if i should go at all.
At kd's house, her and blair will be, well, their twosome. Like their always like when their together. And i'll be a third wheel, like the time i was at school with them; on theoutside looking in.
On the other hand, tory, amber and possibly tasha, as well as aya, will be at ayas house. Ayas house has..changed, with her dad gone. ifi got, i will probably get depressed cause i dunno where my crystal is, and caus ei dont have it, i am starting to pick up/ channel peoples underlying feelings (which is a serious bitch). I also run the risk of getting possessed again. Though i can probably also talk to T, who could really help me out with some stuff...
or i could just stay home...
as well, i have been invited to a rave. I dont know of i should go, as i've never been to one before. As well, the girl i'd go with, i'm worried for her. Not what she'd do at the rave (ilike to think i can take care of myself for the most part), but i dont want anything to happen to her...i have become her friends moreso then last year, and when i'm with her i can talk about a bunch of things that i normally wouldn't be able to talk about. She opens another part of me. Not always the best thing i know, but its another side to...me.
I also have rangers, which makes me feel sane. I've been calling it my two hours of snaity for almost 2 full years now, but i have to miss it this week, due to a band preformance. Still going to england though...yay...
i also got a tarrot reading today....and it made alot of sense...it was ayas most indepth reading she's been part of since inga was here, and that was quite awhile ago...its just...hrd to explain. How do you explain when someone does a reading for you? I mean, when she asked me to look at the cards and see what i thought, they were blocked to me. They were someone elses and i was barred from them...and i know that the deck of tarrot cards that i posses right now aren't truly mine, or at least not yet. They never called to me, but the fact that they are shapeshifting cards is very ironic, as u got them during my teen years, the years of change...
still trying to puzzle out what it all means...
and lately, i've been being really snitty and childish. I dont know why...i dont like it too much either....i really need to find that crystal, and maybe get my amithyst off blair, if she no longer requires it. I think that soon, i might need protection, but from what i can not say...
anyways, need moreb stones and some insense...maybe even a drum...oh well, add that to the massive list
At kd's house, her and blair will be, well, their twosome. Like their always like when their together. And i'll be a third wheel, like the time i was at school with them; on theoutside looking in.
On the other hand, tory, amber and possibly tasha, as well as aya, will be at ayas house. Ayas house has..changed, with her dad gone. ifi got, i will probably get depressed cause i dunno where my crystal is, and caus ei dont have it, i am starting to pick up/ channel peoples underlying feelings (which is a serious bitch). I also run the risk of getting possessed again. Though i can probably also talk to T, who could really help me out with some stuff...
or i could just stay home...
as well, i have been invited to a rave. I dont know of i should go, as i've never been to one before. As well, the girl i'd go with, i'm worried for her. Not what she'd do at the rave (ilike to think i can take care of myself for the most part), but i dont want anything to happen to her...i have become her friends moreso then last year, and when i'm with her i can talk about a bunch of things that i normally wouldn't be able to talk about. She opens another part of me. Not always the best thing i know, but its another side to...me.
I also have rangers, which makes me feel sane. I've been calling it my two hours of snaity for almost 2 full years now, but i have to miss it this week, due to a band preformance. Still going to england though...yay...
i also got a tarrot reading today....and it made alot of sense...it was ayas most indepth reading she's been part of since inga was here, and that was quite awhile ago...its just...hrd to explain. How do you explain when someone does a reading for you? I mean, when she asked me to look at the cards and see what i thought, they were blocked to me. They were someone elses and i was barred from them...and i know that the deck of tarrot cards that i posses right now aren't truly mine, or at least not yet. They never called to me, but the fact that they are shapeshifting cards is very ironic, as u got them during my teen years, the years of change...
still trying to puzzle out what it all means...
and lately, i've been being really snitty and childish. I dont know why...i dont like it too much either....i really need to find that crystal, and maybe get my amithyst off blair, if she no longer requires it. I think that soon, i might need protection, but from what i can not say...
anyways, need moreb stones and some insense...maybe even a drum...oh well, add that to the massive list
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